This is their story.
In the course of my life, there have been three crossroads moments. Times when I had multiple paths to take, and the one I chose changed the course of my life forever.
One of these forks in the road occurred during the fall of 2007. I was finishing my sophomore year at college and undergoing a seismic shift in my understanding of self and plans for my future.
Oddly enough, just as I solidified the decision not to continue at my university, I fell in love with a book about a young woman going away to college for the first time. This book was "Waking Rose."
I'd read the first two books in the series earlier in the year ("The Shadow of the Bear" and "Black as Night," by Regina Doman) and had been riveted by these modern retellings of traditional fairy tales. Yet it wasn't until I picked up "Waking Rose" that I really found myself truly captivated. Rose Brier reminded me in so many ways of myself, and I found inspiration and encouragement in her journey. A lover of books and theater, with a flair for the dramatic and a habit of sensing the romantic in everything, I felt that her story captured a bit of my soul and put it on paper.
Desperate for more, I turned to the internet to find out when Doman's next book might be coming out. I immediately became an avid reader of her blog, and the blog comments. To my delight, there appeared to be a huge community of fellow Fairy Tale Novel fans out there! With Facebook in its infancy, the only way for these fans to connect was via the comment space on Doman's blog. With all comments requiring approval before posting, this was a slow and clunky way to communicate.
I'd been involved with a very successful, positive forum for several years (Narniaweb) and thought "how wonderful would it be to found something similar for these like-minded young people congregating on Regina's blog?" I had a bit of background with the proboards functionality and realized that my background might make me the perfect person to start a Fairy Tale Novel Forum (FTN Forum for short from here on out). There was just one caveat: Doman, her cast of characters, and most of her fans, were Catholic. I was Protestant. Would this be too much of barrier?
I carefully penned my first e-mail to Regina with great trepidation. It was such a long shot, and to this day I can hardly believe the gumption I had in taking the initiative, particularly at such a tumultuous time in my personal life. And yet, that e-mail may have very well saved my life, because Regina said "YES!" and I had a mission and project to pour my heart into over the next few months, a welcome distraction from the depression I struggled with.
We launched the forum at the beginning of November, 2007, and I waited with bated breath. Regina had announced the launch on her blog, and we'd carefully enacted a set of rules to structure and positive and reasonably safe community. But would people join?
To my joy, we immediately started logging new members, and within weeks I'd begun forming friendships that have lasted ten years--and counting!
As I'd believed, there were hundreds of young people out there who loved the unique elements of Doman's books and were thrilled to connect with like-minded friends. Although we all initially bonded over our affection for Rose, Blanche, Bear and Fish, as well as the fascinating plots, hilarious wit and deep faith in the novels, we soon found a great deal more in common. The forum amassed thousands of posts on hundreds of subjects--with books of all kind taking the forefront.
As of 10/31/2017, ten years after the launch, there are 1,698 threads on the forum, 521,619 posts, and 1,125 registered members.
In the pre-Facebook days, we knew each other not by our legal names, but by forum handles. I was "Elenatintil", which no one could spell, and thus quickly nicknamed "Elena." Unsurprisingly, other forum names often featured the name "Rose", a royal title (such as "Lady" or "Princess"), or an allusion to Tolkien, Lewis, or Catholicism.
Not surprising, this group of creative and romantically minded young people quickly developed some fictional landscapes for our shared virtual community. Families were formed, with complicated interconnecting trees. Silly adventures morphed into long sages, heavily mixed with various fictional characters from the many fandoms we loved. Due to respect for our beloved author's wishes, we purposefully never brought any characters of the FTN's themselves into our fictional world. They were Regina's cast, not ours. But we waited anxiously for her next books to be released, even holding a midnight release party when "The Midnight Dancers" was published.
Yet our fictional adventures were grounded in an understanding of the real life world we all lived in, particularly as, early on, a tragedy struck some of our forum members. As our friends grieved the tragic loss of a loved one, we came together for prayer and comfort in a way that established a core of support and faith for our little community. I strongly believe that this period and the way we bonded over it was a critical aspect of how tightly the core members of our forum were tied together.
|From the 2010 Fan Gathering Jane Austen Ball - Pride and Prejudice Cosplayers|
Most of us came from conservative families with cautious parents who oversaw internet activity. As such, meeting up in person did not cross many of our minds initially. However, about a year into the forum's existence, Regina and her family invited any interested fans to come out to their farm in Virginia for a week-long celebration of our friendships. Regina was known and respected in the Catholic homeschooling community, and more than willing to call and speak to any concerned parents, and this meant that the fan-gathering quickly took on the solidity of reality. Suddenly, virtual friendships could become offline ones as well. Not one, but five official gatherings were held, in various places across the US, over the next five years. Dances, murder mysteries, treasure hunts, mountain hikes, talent shows, weapons demonstrations, and of course writing workshops with Regina gave a structure to our days of connection and friendship. Some lucky folks even got previews of Regina's upcoming projects!
|The FTN friends who attended my wedding in 2014 during a cold January in Minnesota|
I will always deeply treasure this amazing community that I was able to join. It not only provided intense emotional support and direction during some of the most difficult periods of my life, I also got the chance to direct the fan film of Regina's first book, "The Shadow of the Bear," a project that only happened due to the intense love and support of the fan community. Even more importantly, through Regina's mentorship and support, I wrote my first novel specifically as a love letter to the forum members. For we had a name for our fictional family, the German word for "Fairy Tale."
Although, technically, the forum family branched out from that initial name to include many other fictional surnames, I use that iconic fairy tale name to cover everyone who was part of the forum family. So, to my Marchens who are reading this, I love you all. Thank you for everything.